i didn't manage the walk but i spent some nice time cuddling and playing with the baby in bed and sang some songs with her today and read her some books. when she napped i did some stretches and it helped.
today is a nightmare...have had massive fallout with hubby over something stupid and couldn't stop crying...because i get stressed and anxious when i am crying and he does not stop the argument...he says my behaviour is not normal. this winds me up even more. he says i shouldn't be as emotional, should think about upping my meds, and should be able to get over things a lot quicker. all these comments have really hurt me more than the original argument...is anyone else like this, is this really so abnormal to be emotional and anxious and needing space to calm down when upset or am i such a freak. times like this i have no energy left for our marriage. i want to take the baby and run away to a different country.